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Monday, October 22, 2007- today's Amath was godamn hard for me.... don understand most of the qns.... but many seem to done it easily.... 1 F9 liao.... even the teachers thinks that it not very hard... it mean that paper 2 will be hell lot more difficult?!?!
that pig anyhow send massage to others saying that there is chem at 4.30pm! then need to stay back! was thinking of going to JP to buy the erasable pen or wat with TY n company de... so didn't go...
then on the way to classroom... shangjie's itchy hand went to operat the fire extinguisher n the could of powder HIT ME!!!! worse still, some of it got into my mouth!!! my face was covered with white powder!
but NO CHEM REMEDIAL IN THE END!!!! wasted 30 min waiting!!
that stupid, idiotic, moron, CB bitch is the root of all the troule!!! yilong said that he will send her foul message tonight... I wonder if he really did it... it would be best if he really did it!!
so, today is a really bad day!!!
recieved a good luck card(or praying card?) from mr tay, written by mr tay n miss tan
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Sunday, October 21, 2007- today is my pri.1 sister's birthday
my sister n cousin... the girl on the right is neighbour....
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Saturday, October 20, 2007- didn't did much revision.... T_T
don really remember wat happen the past few days...
not enough sleep or somethingl ike that.....
maybe won be posting much.....
'O'level start on mon! T_T
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Monday, October 15, 2007- didn't manage to do much revision.... T_T
yesterday my gugu n her family came... for a day only...
nvr talk to them at all lor... oh, eldest cousin ask me the speed of my internet connection though... cant really say much coz for the past few years, only see them once a year only lor... but only both parents n eldest cousin talk only lor... lols...
went out to eat with them before they went home...(to malaysia)
today didn't play much as I let my sister play most of the time... but still cant concentrate on my revision!!!! watch her play autition....
haiz.....
get scolded by my mother for no real reason again.... coz of my sister....
complained about me not being "caring" enough for my sister.... compated me with my cousin...
didn't siblings as well as my eldest cousin.... -_-"
but need to see wat kind sibling cousin n I hav de mah.... T_T I got a stupid n noisy sister... how can I treat her well if she kept creating trouble n nonsences....
haiz............
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Saturday, October 13, 2007- yesterday overslept so nvr go to school for hist mock paper....
did nth for revision for these few days.... T_T
spent too much time on com.... T_T
can I really make it to 'O' level? *sob*.... T_T
haiz.....
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Wednesday, October 10, 2007- my finger got cut by a broken bowl(I broke it by accident though)...
that damn fucking father of my still lie on when he saw me searching for something(plaster)... n said stop wasting time... btw it was before 6am... I go to school by riding my father's motorcycle n he goes to work after that....
he also said smth like "told u to sleep earlier u don wan" .... wat does getting cut got to do with sleeping early n wake up early?!??!!?
then my mom woke up.. asked her where the plaster is.... cant find the key to the drawer which might hav plaster inside... so asked all don know where it is.... then my father said "that small injury also wan to put plaster" but my finger was bleeding despite me putting a tissue over it...(a small hole)... then guess wat my mother reply with?
"go n die" to my father.... lols.... then found a plaster in a small drawer but bd quality, very sticky....
left home only 5mins later than usual n my stupid father went super high speed.... almost fall down from the motorcycle....
got scolded during Amath...
was culeless for most of the qns in Amath mock.....
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Tuesday, October 9, 2007- did badly in phy pratical I think....
reporting time was 9.15am but tianyang said 9.15 start... then need to report 45 mins earlier...
I reach school hall at 8.30.... zhifu was there already... then siewteng n tianyang came.... zhifu n I was inside the hall n they r outside juz when we though why no ppl come when its already 8.40+ then I discovered that they r outside... lols
after pratical, stayed in AVA room until 1.30pm.... did chem paper in the AVA room too...
was so bored....
haiz................
same as yesterday....
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Monday, October 8, 2007- my father almost bang into a bangala in the morning...
that bangala cross without looking carefully n walk slowly some more...
almost knocked into him n he was still walking when we was about to knock into him some more lor....
beep the horn liao still walk slow....
during luch more hilarious... celestine n audrey cant finish their noodles then gave more than half of thiers to me... when I finished mine....
don like to waste food(my parent aften scold me for wasting food when I was little...) so ate them all...
I was so full that I had to walk slowly up... did felt abit wan to vomit like that....
when I went to toliet to wash my hands n mouth, ivone thought that I wan to do business... lols...
stayed at school until 5+ for phy....
so tired
haiz..... better go to sleep now n wake up early to revise phy cause played com n watch tv until nvr revise for pratical T_T
lucky 2nd shift... lols
haiz..............................
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Sunday, October 7, 2007- keep on forgetting to post n getting lazy to do it too...
was unable to revise coz cant find any motivation.... n cant resist the temptation of using the com!!.....
now I'm feeling uneasy n maybe hav some sense of guilt but not sure wat the cause of it.... actually was planning to do some Amath paper, try the jurong phy paper n maybe revise abit on Emath or science from friday to sunday....
BUT juz cant find the motivation n determination to resist the temptation of the com
fuck! now my body feel like its shaking? with fear? uneasiness? or .... actually all the same meanig bah...
now only left with 2 weeks liao le.... what to do? can I complete my revision in time before the 'O' level?!?!?!!?!?!?!!??!?!?!??!(if I start immediatly after phy pratical...)
OMG?!?!! is this stress?!?! pressure? o.O is it hard to believe that a guy like me would feel stress??...
lols... my hands n my legs r still shaking abit....
I still hav aLOT of phy n Amath qns that I don know how to do/understand.... many concept to relearn I think....
m I going mad? GOD DAMN IT!!! its getting worse....
AFTER 1 HOUR.....
haiz....................... o.O it is fine now... relaxed liao.... it isn't good to keep thinking like that....
back to normal liao! lols.....
weather is god damn hot for the past few days but yesterday n today is actually cloudy n windy....
but no peace in my house as usual....
haiz......
.......... not feeling like an hour ago liao le.... lols
haiz...............................
maybe will edit this post.....
haiz............................
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Thursday, October 4, 2007- today found that Mr LimTS scored 6 pts for his L1R5 during his 'O' level
but cant really know if its true or not but the look from his face doesn't look like he is lying lols
those who don hav remedial in the afternoon need to see mrs ramesh but 4e9 claimed that they hav remedial except for bio student....
later then subBio was cancelled....
when johnson, james n I was about to reach the gate... I was saw by mrs ramesh n she shouted my name n said "come here!" (she shouted from the photocopy place somemore lor)T_T
so damn suai lor! we walk though the 3rd floor go pass the staff room on purpose some more lor.... T_T
Johnson was lucky! mrs ramesh said that actually she could call johnson one lor...
scolded n pinch me on the way to the staff room... T_T
then ended up only me 1 student from 4e9.... T_T
saw haykel n simping lor but ramesh not there... (she went to eat...)
can go home on 2+ one but sed up stayed until 4 then can go home T_T
nvr get to see my aunt n cousins who came here from malaysia to see doctor(my aunt)....
maybe malaysia's doctor sebei lousy...
they arrive at my house after I left in the morning then they went back at about 4pm... I reach home at about 4.30pm.....
so today can be counted as an unlucky day....
haiz.....................
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Wednesday, October 3, 2007- someone from the HDB flat threw raw eggs towards the school basketball court today....
8 eggs in total(from wat serene said)....
everyone cheated during chem paper today... walk around, confirm with the person next to u...
some even worse, walked from 1 end to the other end of the classroom to ask ans....
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Tuesday, October 2, 2007- during Amath mrs ramesh keep on calling my name... T_T
but somehow... I kind of ki siao liao.... I smiled when she scolded me cant stop smiling.... T_T
is something wrong with my brain? T_T
Cheryl n my name was mentioned in the marker's report.... good thing about her bad thing about me.... well... wat do u expect from a F9 student like me anyway....
but y wrote my full name "Tew Hong Kiat(36)" n not only my index no.??!?!!??!?!?!?
damn that teacher!
haiz...............
made some stupid n careless mistake in Emath paper 1 if not can get A for paper 1 liao le...
forgot or nvr see the million before changing it to standard form.... added 50 as 500.... T_T
the weather is damn hot today... almost fell asleep when doing the paper...
win serene 1 mark lose audrey 1 mark....
haiz...........
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Monday, October 1, 2007- nvr go to school coz went to dental appointment....
went for X-ray n made a model of my jaws....
then the doctor want to take pic of my jaws n teeth....
ask me to tilt my head with the chin higher n the nurse holding holding a blue board on my neck to set as the background?.... it was like ready to chop my neck off....
then used a few things to pull the side of my mouth wide... then placed a mirror? into my mouth... felt like choking....
holding my mouth wide is really tiring.... after that my lips r dry n abit numb...
my neck hurts n saw the doc hammering her back.... lols
the whole consultation for today took about 1.5hr...
wearing baclet(did I spell correctly?) on jan...
don really remember the rest of the day....
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