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Sunday, October 7, 2007- keep on forgetting to post n getting lazy to do it too...
was unable to revise coz cant find any motivation.... n cant resist the temptation of using the com!!.....
now I'm feeling uneasy n maybe hav some sense of guilt but not sure wat the cause of it.... actually was planning to do some Amath paper, try the jurong phy paper n maybe revise abit on Emath or science from friday to sunday....
BUT juz cant find the motivation n determination to resist the temptation of the com
fuck! now my body feel like its shaking? with fear? uneasiness? or .... actually all the same meanig bah...
now only left with 2 weeks liao le.... what to do? can I complete my revision in time before the 'O' level?!?!?!!?!?!?!!??!?!?!??!(if I start immediatly after phy pratical...)
OMG?!?!! is this stress?!?! pressure? o.O is it hard to believe that a guy like me would feel stress??...
lols... my hands n my legs r still shaking abit....
I still hav aLOT of phy n Amath qns that I don know how to do/understand.... many concept to relearn I think....
m I going mad? GOD DAMN IT!!! its getting worse....
AFTER 1 HOUR.....
haiz....................... o.O it is fine now... relaxed liao.... it isn't good to keep thinking like that....
back to normal liao! lols.....
weather is god damn hot for the past few days but yesterday n today is actually cloudy n windy....
but no peace in my house as usual....
haiz......
.......... not feeling like an hour ago liao le.... lols
haiz...............................
maybe will edit this post.....
haiz............................
`updated on- 10:08 PM
